One day I'll be happy..

..I'm not really sure what I want to say.. but I think I'll be happy when I'm living on my own, being the most independent I've ever been & being comfortable that way. As much as I know I'll have times when I feel lonely at least I'll be me, my real self with no unintentional input from others. Feeling slightly trapped at the moment. I can't really complain because life is the best it's been for a really long time.. a dysfunctional life really was had less than a few years ago. Life doesn't stop throwing things at you.. things that are tough to deal with, but at least it gets better sometimes. I'm not done yet, I'm not done desiring happiness & believing that one day I'll have it, it will be mine to cherish & hold onto with both hands; eight fingers & two thumbs :)

[ Look after every inch of yourself ]

I don't think I realised how sensitive my body can be.. it's quite scary. Trying to look after myself better but it's hard not to worry.. & worry only makes it worse. Possible hypochondriac, I'm not sure. You should never ignore something though. I'll see how I go :/

True Story.

Music is the only thing that caters for all the different sides of me.. music.. & sometimes food :)

If the house on a rock in Newquay interested you...

Here's a like to an article about it ;

http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/article861650.ece

& here's some more images! :)

One of my most favourite websites !

My Milk Toof

John Fucking Mayer

This song is me.

I FUCKING LOVE THIS ONE. Love LOVE everything about it <3

Explanation

Not finishing something for fear of it not turning out perfect.